Yesterday I had a boss fight with destiny.

Except I was the boss, the creepy villain everyone hates and just try to get rid off. There were too many of them, and each one alone wouldn’t be strong enough to hardly do some damage. But as they coped together and came in a pack it was really really hard to fight with them. And after they just ripped me apart and I thought it is over, and I can leave and build my strength from the last piece of life, not even full one just a percent of it and was trying to go last one came and it was just epic hit. And I was dead, betrayed by the ones I thought I can believe.

And that’s why there will be no ordinary post today. I have one ready and it will come this week but not today. Today I’m thinking of ways to build up and get up. I have two motivational quotes today for you:


When I was younger I believed that there is no happy thought unpunished. I believed that every time I was happy there is something horrible waiting for me to get me down. But since then I had an attitude change, and I believe that if you fall this many times there is problem with your thinking. You create the opportunities that can make you fall. I read an article about a research on lucky and unlucky people and they showed that the unlucky people were just thinking wrong. They were too scared of taking any risks that they lost against the lucky people.

So as I am getting myself up, and getting a change in attitude (right after I get home from work) I am taking you with me. I still want you all to get up with me and find a way to never fall down.

That’s it for today, I will keep you posted on the things I will think of doing and hopefully I and maybe all of you can become those lucky ones. Also expect a normal post this week too.

Don’t think binary.
whitelilit

Hello there darlings and loved ones,

as it happened I discovered a pretty amazing thing that allows me to write my posts offline on my coomputer and then just easilly post them when I get online. No more going online on a special tab with login to the blog and then writing and also, as always getting lost in the statistics section, since I just love (and spend too much time) checking how many people from different countries have been here. Also spambots, I love them too.

Yeah I know that spambot joke is getting a bit old. Well I just wanted to say hello, and I am going to sleep since I have to wake up in about seven hours to go to work. And I have been 9 hours at work today! That’s my record so far. I hope I will not get a new record :D.

So I’m off, going to get my hair into rope braids for sleeping and waking up with little waves in hair and also to read a bit of Harry Potter seventh book. I love those series and even though I am pretty old for that I still re-read it every christmas and still love it as much as the first time. I can imagine myself as a 69 year old woman forgetting about world of baking and granchildren and just reading those books. Is it silly? I hope not.

Don’t think binary.
whitelilit

Hello there darlings and loved ones.

Today I have just a really quick review of a product I recently tried. It is an Exfoliating Strawberry face mask. I got it as a gift at local parfumerie, when I was buying the James Bond parfume for my boyfriend for christmas.

Hello there darlings and loved ones,

this will be the last post about hooray new year I promise. (Well maybe one more - 2013 favourites will come up hopefully.) As a matter of fact I'm writing this at 5th of january so it is not so much off topic, just when it comes out it will be.

But to get to the point. I have so much stuff planned to buy this year and even in the years that follows and I decided to share with you at least few of them. Because well. Maybe I can get some feedback on those things or something. Or maybe I can inspire you in any way. Okay let's get started.

Hello there darlings and loved ones,

If there is something in this world I love it is definitely sale. That's the only time when I allow myself  to buy stuff I could easilly create myself for way less money and better fitting and better looking.


But well sale is the time when it is just affordable and one should award themself sometimes. SO I awarded myself with two beautiful shirts.

Hello there darlings and loved ones,

I've been procrastinating too much in last few days and did almost nothing. Except for yesterday when I helped my brother to move from his flat to his new amazing house. And actually I'm a bit jealous of his pretty new home with fireplace and everything. But one day I'll get there too.

2013 was pretty amazing year with a few groundbreaking things going on. For example me graduating from school. (Part one. I'm still getting ready to the real deal which is my ingeneer graduation.) Also my boyfriends and mine first vacation together, alone, without my family. Also the proposal of course, that's what I'm talking about. And also me discovering that I am a workoholic. And finishing my bachelor thesis with that creepy app I will never show to anyone. And getting a theme for diploma thesis. And mostly, starting this blog. And finding out that there are actually people (and spambots, of course, hello to you too) that are reading this. And well there has been lot's of stuff I can be thankfull for. I won a beauty queen competition (don't know the proper term in english), even though it was just in computer exhibition.

Long story short: 2013 - pretty amazing year.

But I have high expectations from 2014 also. I plan to get married. And to move to mine whole new amazing not yet really mine and not yet amazing and not yet new home. Well it's house with potential. And it will be amazing and new and pretty when it grows up. Until then I can plant some flowers and be happy. I will keep you posted.

And well my resolutions for this year:

• Get married. And all that stuff around.
• Have fun.
• Don't think binary.
• Move! (into your new home with your new husband.)
• Post at least once a week.
• Start doing videos. (This one's hard. I allready started working on something and it's hard as hell.)
• Stay positive.
• Start being social. Go out more.
• Get married.
• Do learn more.
• Be calmer.
• Excercise!

Good eveining ladies and gentlemen,

time flies really quickly and I can't even tell how easily this year gone away. One year ago at this time I was sitting in a train going to repair what I broken. And well yes I'm talking about a boy. And I am proud to say that I have repaired things and this boy -now my fiance - is now sitting next to me.

But well, tonight is all about saying thanks to last year and thinking what we did right and what we did wrong. And well, I can only think about the good stuff. Like today, when I went skying and taught my future husband how to ski. And well I slept a lot throughout the process. Waking up at 6:30 is not for me.


But he learned the basics through the first day and on the second we were just enjoying snow and relaxing and practicing what he learned.


But well, if I can tell you a thing, I will tell you not to be scared living your dreams no matter how hard they seem to be. And to stand by yourself and your wishes because well you are the best thing you can get out of this world so you better try your best to be your best.

And for the outfit, I made this circle skater skirt I will be making a dyi about on my other blog and got an amazing christmas jumper on romwe.com so I decided to mix these two a bit.


And of course I forgot about a deadline, so I had to change back to home clothes and work.

I hope you all have a merry and perfect new years eve. And don't forget to like and subscribe and so on.

Don't think binary. And drink water before you go to sleep, it will help the headache in the morning.
whitelilit